when pain feel fine ( an inspired by K.N)

the circumstance of heartache
what kind of pain that you feel tonight...
less of affection?
miss the routine call?
late for the ride back home?
miss the most important moment?
lustless relationship?
uninvited new comer?
forget the D-day?
unromantic phase?
another lies?
ally become an axis?
don't hear any "baby" or "dear' word?

just............. Understanding...

ugly is not an ugly word

we always love the ugly.
u don't think so?
realize this..
we always mock to...
people with bad hair cut.
ridiculous outfit.
funny accent.
conservative thoughts.
song without a concept.
bad attitude friends.
silly relationship.
stupid moron driver.
arts.
lame TV shows.
jeewish.
celebrity.
low budget movie.
starbucks.
even my blog.
........
we love it, don't you?
its makes us feel better than.
better than him.
better than her.
better than them.
better than it.
so, what if the ugly doesn't exist?
yes, theres no such things make us feel better than, and yes, bam! we are the ugly.
so, lets make a deal....
the ugly is not that ugly.
from now... appreciate the ugly.

a thorn for every heart

who is he?
by whom you know him?
what kind of music he listening to?
what kind of line he can buy you?
how come he make you distracted?
how?
when?
where?
why?
........
thanks god he cames by..
thanks god he distract you..
thanks god he flirt on you..
........
because right now..
i love you more and more

a bullet, anyone?

violence... everywhere.
physically or mentally.
there is no any different.
through your skin or through your heart.
by word or a machine gun.
from front or behind you.
there is no any different.
with eyes open or shut.
with a cold blood or tears of fear.
violence still violence.

everybody avoid it, everybody create it.
an irony become a routine.
so...
a bullet, anyone?

complicated : just an excuse for a pitty

you feel complicated? in terms of what? love life? job? status? choices?
just being straight.... just say it straight... " i'm single" or "in relation ship" or " i like that guy but he didn't like me" or " she always give me a hope, but it always turn down when i want to tell the truth about my feeling" or " i love her but she slept with my best friend" or " i like her but she had an annoying sound when she laugh" or " i finished the report but suddenly the power is down"... theres no complicated things... always know what you are and what kind of situation you belong to... complicated? what a pitty!

you know everything? go rest in peace

ada yg tahu segalanya di dunia?
mmm pernah ngerasain spa dipinggir tebing di athena?
pernah hiking di scandinavia?
tau cucunya fidel castro?
jumlah rambut lo?
penemu lampu merah?
terus kenapa merah dibilang merah?
ingridientnya parasetamol apa aja ya?
trus knapa kucing suka mandi?
knapa juga abis 1 tuh 2?
kalo yang mahat liberty tuh sapa ya?
kalo band kesukaannya george w bush apa?
trus oprah tuh kalo mandi tuh sikatan dulu apa mandi dulu ya?
kalo yg tinggal di jalan kenanga no 10 bekasi barat tuh pak sapa ya?
apa kabarnya ya pak tino sidin?
kalo sejarahnya kota baltimore?
pas 9/11 lantai berapa ya yg keseruduk pesawat?
kenapa juga orang indian dicoret coret mukanya?
trus apa motivasi gua nulis kayak gini ya?

tau jawabannya semua?...
kalo tau... ngapain masih disini?
matilah sekarang dengan tenang....
anda sudah tahu segalanya........